Saturday, February 25, 2006
what the hell is this.
i'm exhausted but i cant get to sleep.
all i know is that i'm feeling weak inside.
Parmesh asked why i always look so happy and wont quit smiling.
what he doesnt know is that deep inside i feel horrid.
so tell me now, how am i supposed to react?
i may have gone through something worst than this
but that doesnt mean i'd know how to cope when shit happens.
everything seems to be going wrong.
its tiring when you've to keep telling yourself that tomorrow would be a better day
when you know its apparent crap.
i was embraced safely in my own world.
away from pain and sorrow.
but when you came along, i was persuaded out of that sorrow-proof shell.
you made me believe you.
but hey, why did you have to do this.
i feel so destroyed.
just when i thought i'm able to trust someone once again,
just when i thought life's finally gonna get better.
comforting words are redundant.
so safe it.
i dont need any sympathy.
i'm not even asking for your love.
all i'm asking for is a lil respect.
is this too much?
i definitely wont keep a person whose heart isnt with me.
so, leave.
we'd be happier this way.
you're not The One afterall.
i was right all along.
i wont hate you.
its too taxing.
i just want you out of my life.
you've done enough corruption.
i wont end my life.
you arent worth it.
i would be happy again, even without you.
meanwhile, allow me to feel weak.
take me with you
1:36 AM
